A New Tomorrow

"33. Set your hearts on his kingdom first, and on God's saving justice, and all these other things will be given you as well. 34. So do not worry about tomorrow: tomorrow will take care of itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
Matthew, 6:33-34 - Bíblia Católica Online

Enough say, after 4 years not into blogging, this is sharing for anyone who love to read (Obviously). But before that, Shalom and Greetings to the viewers (readers).

What happened in past stay in the past, but that doesn't tell us to forget who we used be. Maybe in the past, we done a big mistake, but that doesn't tell us that we are forever lost and kind of bummer. In life, the will be many or plenty of turning point that would decide our fate and future. Like a butterflies effect, every tiny things can cause a drastic changes in our life for the longest run.

 

"So life doesn't hurt, doesn't hurt so badly
So life doesn't hurt, doesn't hurt so badly
Please don't look at life, look at me so sadly
Life shouldn't hurt, doesn't hurt so badly"

Angels And Airwaves-The Flight Of Apollo

Life move on. What Happened today, stay today. We living in the present and some kind of paradox for living for tomorrow. JK.

Well, Life does change for 4 years since I was an University Student to a Working Adult. Things changes but we still the same. I goes that all came by. Becoming a boring man for a past few years.

And for all of that, bubye from me and........ maybe will be another years or so on for mumbling over here.

p/s those photo and picture aren't mine. I just use it for decorations purpose. adieu~.

p/s p/s new type of blog are coming. JK

Why I don't do sharing anymore?

shalom everybody. it's been long time I haven't post any entries.. well, busy schedule and have several mental  depression. well, that okay.. :) I'm fine and better. Well its about 5 years I've been not giving any sharing for another brother and sister in Christ. When I was in the high school, I starting to give sharing to another people after my turning point dream. Form 2 which the phase of changing point of my faith.. day after day, i began to realize that God always by my side and True!! Well, continue to opened my eyes, I've began to develop my mature side and cover by my immature side through my behavior, a very childish and cannot be trust from outside while inside screaming for attention and trust. At that time, senior still conducted the gathering or fellowship for the all the Christian's friends. Well, they used to be combine fellowship for all domination of Christian but then its only last for 2 or 3 weeks when the fellowship were banned by the school authority and that don't stop the gathering at all. Well, gathering continue as time passed by. Entering form 3, our batch were taking control over the gathering when someone suddenly because too Holy by human eyes. But it don't last as he choose another path which to cover his guiltiness over the other believer for make an extreme changes on gathering. Later than in the reformation of the gathering, I join with several girl friends to make the things alive. Being part of them, I began to give sharing frequently and by the way I've been giving sharing also in form 2. Enjoy to give sharing, the things I've afraid is mislead them and make the stray from they faith. I been giving sharing from form 3 until my end of life in the high school. I getting to know many people from giving sharing and that what fill over my life in high school. Although, I might be controlled by pride and jealousy at that time. This was my life as Christian in MRSM KK.

after end my high school life, I've enter university, UTP. we been approach by the CSS at the end of the orientation. enter uni make my life fall down to the lowest people which, I've became just ordinary man with no pride and full of humbleness. I've been sacrificing many things to other people. I'm not longer give sharing but still giving my all time sharing about my dream. I'd remember about the lent when I'm sharing about  glass of coffee. I've been lower myself and let everybody wins on any argument. People don't respect me, don't trust and that make me more lower myself. I can no longer trust myself either. I'm alone and lack of attention. Just the time I'd tried to make myself confident by travelling to another campus for PCC but then being back stabbing by own CSS's President at that time. 2012 its was the most suffer years of all time. previous years, I'm happy being elected as PCC representative from UTP from previous excos and president. After the President re-announce the board, I've feel like a light saber strikes from behind. He even does tell me that I'm not longer a PCC representative and act me just I can accept that kind of shock. The previous PCC very shock with that decision. I began to ignore my presence from them. I've being depressed, sad and angry. Well, no one trust me at that time. I've been out of mind, cannot express out my feeling. And God's will, He sent someone who keep me sane till this time. And right now, I can finally walk on my path straight. And still, I'm stop sharing to take care of all people hearts. They are brother and sister in Christ.

I guess this just a surface about what i'm saying.. By the way, thanks for read. :)

p/s God bless you all!!!

The World Ench(end)

well... approaching to the end of this end year..  people talking of the world end.. so it real or just a false alarm?? well... in the past.. I have posted two entries about the possible for the ending of the worlds... I'm might wrong and don't believe 100% my post...

Well those link below shows the my past entries about the end... 

A Warning Sign

Reminder From God: Apocalypse Dream

if you haven't read both entries, here I help a little bit by summarize whatever inside that post..

in the first post is about a warning sign... well, its obviously tell about that the ending would come... but when it is actually? it is 21 December 2012? well, the Mayan Tribes already giving the warning sign for the human race... it just a warning sign, and causing the fear for the humanity... many question arise like.. What would happen to earth? Do zombie came out? Where to live? Hmm... none of the question i can't answer... I'm not expert... well... that from the first post... remember, only God knows when is the end, but that no the reason we are not prepare, many the end prediction have been made and that the warning sign... God sent them to give a warning sign to repent and back to the Way... 

in the second post is tells about my dream about the day end came... the situation and what happened that time... this dream is full of fear and madness... the riot happened... well, even though its just a dream.. it gives the blur picture of the end... the might be a not stop meteor shower but actually a tiny pieces of asteroids keep hitting the earth, the earth of the rotation and many more... they nothing more to say.. but just remember that to prepare ourselves in spirituality and mentally strong... because what happened next is unknown...

hmm... they nothing left to say... and the end is remained mystery..

p/s pray a lot my friends

I do this from time to time

Greetings... :) have a smile... the November is end.. hmm... well, no need to mention at all.... its been a while i post any entry on this blog.. I'm fine.. :) still on holiday... and Christmas is around the corner and another few day "Advent" is here... :) to be precise this Sunday... well.... :)its the preparations for celebrate the great day... 

to continue.. just wanna update a little bit about previous month and this month...

OCT

hello October, u seems be nice for... nothing great event happening through out this months... just the time for me to finish my driving practice and then take the test to have my driving license... well, i'm pretty sure that I've post something about having my 'L' license 3 years ago... seems... nothing going right...  I'm bit of lost fro what I'm doing... even my studies... I've lost my purpose that time.... as have idea with I doing.... so i do whatever I like but is the same things from time to time... just having small aim... just wanna live in this world as simple man... well.. now I telling stories like "Ted Mosby" in "How I met your mother" well... this month also I starting to watch this series and like the moral of the story.. well.. no lessons was learn though.... hmm... back on track.. I've just share about I've accomplished that things I've should done it 3 years ago.... typical me.. wanna start over anything that doesn't seems right to me....  well that only Mr October can tell u about my day... :)

NOV

meet November... it the month that I've being born to this world.. around 20 years ago, 13rd November 1992... Its friday... well, I'm not giving bad luck to everyone.. but trying to give hope for people fro despair... no celebrating for this years... I've secretly celebrate it with 2 candle on a pieces of paper with my writen "Happy 20th birthday" I've light light up the candle on it... had s my time alone with God.. praying for what His done on me... well, I'm actually run back at home after the ordination of deacon at church.... Well... with teary eyes... I'm prying for everything... and not forget to pray for myself.. well... this month show me to try something new... the license is out... and I freely to go anywhere.... hmm....  ths kind of stupid.. for the first time I drive after get the license... I get into 2 accident... First, I hit a old lady car from behind because I didnt know the brake its not too strong...and the second one is I reverse the car and it hit a stall and sandwich a man between... well... this cause me to be more careful and now I've bit braver and more competent that before... well... Mr November teach me what the hardship of anyone and that to God I'm still alive....

well nothing actually came up into my mind when write this entry... well... more like spontaneously typing... hahaha... before that I've would that to God, beloved, family and friends... I'm pray for them as they always living by the grace of God. I've pray this through Christ, Our Lord. Amen.

GOD BLESS YOUR ALL ETERNALLY...

p/s sirens - angels and airwaves give me inspirations to write and also God Him-self..

My Chord Meaning.

Music is a wonderful thing in this worlds (for me) ... after many years befriends with music... I gain some meaning from each songs from they initial chord. Don't be confused, this is just a fun sharing from me... Don't take to the heart... Shall I began... Okay.

C - Common - Mean those song a very simple and easy going beat. 

D - Darker - The song kind sad one, but still make those song great.

E - Emotional - For me this song suitable for jiwang2.

F - Fail - For me, F chord will give the happy atmosphere and sometime interrupt the mood.

G - Glory - Feel to sing to the Lord when G is playing. 

A - Awesome - The Chord I like the most, any song that from A give a great impact to me.

B - Beat this if you can - This chord is okay, almost okay as A but the problem is, this chord scale only consist 2 basic chord B and E. 

well, that just my opinion, not to argue with other people.. maybe other people view are better than me.. 

p/s music will always be part of my life