Then and Now..

Shalom and greetings to all reader... :) just a simple update being thought for years passed... maybe... :) well... this is just some photo that I used to be and the present... :)

2007 - After PMR programs (MIGTY)

2008 - Minggu Aktiviti (Dewan Mengaris)

2009 - Before Formal Dinner

2010 - Having fun at Pangkor

2011 - CSS trip to Malacca

2012 - Choir Trip at Penang

2013 - Eating Oreo at Futsal court

So that was changes of physical look for over 6 years until now... :) well... I'm getting fatter.. and thats true... :)

Thats all from me... enjoy your Sunday..

p/s Happy father's day to all fathers and also who will became father... :)

Why I don't do sharing anymore?

shalom everybody. it's been long time I haven't post any entries.. well, busy schedule and have several mental  depression. well, that okay.. :) I'm fine and better. Well its about 5 years I've been not giving any sharing for another brother and sister in Christ. When I was in the high school, I starting to give sharing to another people after my turning point dream. Form 2 which the phase of changing point of my faith.. day after day, i began to realize that God always by my side and True!! Well, continue to opened my eyes, I've began to develop my mature side and cover by my immature side through my behavior, a very childish and cannot be trust from outside while inside screaming for attention and trust. At that time, senior still conducted the gathering or fellowship for the all the Christian's friends. Well, they used to be combine fellowship for all domination of Christian but then its only last for 2 or 3 weeks when the fellowship were banned by the school authority and that don't stop the gathering at all. Well, gathering continue as time passed by. Entering form 3, our batch were taking control over the gathering when someone suddenly because too Holy by human eyes. But it don't last as he choose another path which to cover his guiltiness over the other believer for make an extreme changes on gathering. Later than in the reformation of the gathering, I join with several girl friends to make the things alive. Being part of them, I began to give sharing frequently and by the way I've been giving sharing also in form 2. Enjoy to give sharing, the things I've afraid is mislead them and make the stray from they faith. I been giving sharing from form 3 until my end of life in the high school. I getting to know many people from giving sharing and that what fill over my life in high school. Although, I might be controlled by pride and jealousy at that time. This was my life as Christian in MRSM KK.

after end my high school life, I've enter university, UTP. we been approach by the CSS at the end of the orientation. enter uni make my life fall down to the lowest people which, I've became just ordinary man with no pride and full of humbleness. I've been sacrificing many things to other people. I'm not longer give sharing but still giving my all time sharing about my dream. I'd remember about the lent when I'm sharing about  glass of coffee. I've been lower myself and let everybody wins on any argument. People don't respect me, don't trust and that make me more lower myself. I can no longer trust myself either. I'm alone and lack of attention. Just the time I'd tried to make myself confident by travelling to another campus for PCC but then being back stabbing by own CSS's President at that time. 2012 its was the most suffer years of all time. previous years, I'm happy being elected as PCC representative from UTP from previous excos and president. After the President re-announce the board, I've feel like a light saber strikes from behind. He even does tell me that I'm not longer a PCC representative and act me just I can accept that kind of shock. The previous PCC very shock with that decision. I began to ignore my presence from them. I've being depressed, sad and angry. Well, no one trust me at that time. I've been out of mind, cannot express out my feeling. And God's will, He sent someone who keep me sane till this time. And right now, I can finally walk on my path straight. And still, I'm stop sharing to take care of all people hearts. They are brother and sister in Christ.

I guess this just a surface about what i'm saying.. By the way, thanks for read. :)

p/s God bless you all!!!

I got my first Keyboard.

Last week, I was google-ing to find an new acoustic for myself. Consider I don't have any since form 5 (some of irresponsible people broke my guitar and hide it from me). As I google-ing, I want to find the desire "Taylor" acoustic guitar. I very like those guitar because it was the finest acoustic guitar all time...

Taylor GS Mini (future acoustic guitar)

As the guitar quality became more excellent, the great consequences will came to you. The price also the finest price you get. Firstly, I can't believe that this guitar make such a big deal to the price. to confirm it, I check several website to survey the price, the price is almost the same with the price of electric guitar. Estimate the price is $600++ convert to Malaysia currency = RM 1800++. Lastly, I still don't believe the price and as I ask Dead Eye Guitars for the price. His response was the guitar is RM1820. Then, I gave up on buying an acoustic guitar for this time.

Then, suddenly, I survey to the net to find another instrument to buy. I not feel satisfied until I buy something at that time. Suddenly, I saw keyboard and automatically I want to buy the keyboard. Surveying through the net, I found Pusat Muzik Reco, which offer the best deal to buying keyboard. I found three keyboard are suitable for me (Yamajha PSR-E233, Yamaha PSR-E333 and Yamaha PSR-E423). Firstly, I want to buy Yamaha PSR-E333 is less than RM1000 and the offer are also better (Given free keyboard stand and Bag).

Yamaha PSR-E333

Then, I contact the  Pusat Muzik Reco to ask if PSR-E333 are available or not. They reply and giving bad news for me.. Those type of keyboard are finish and ask me if I into PSR-E233 or PSR-E423. I have to make a choice once again. After a few minute, I made decision that I want to buy PSR-E423 rather than PSR-E233 (because PSR-E423 has more function than PSR-E333 and of course PSR-E233. If I choose PSR-E233, it is a terrible decision which I spend less with less function and the offer not very good). As I choose the PSR-E423, I tell them, make a deal and buy. Till then, I wait for the postage to arrive in my university.

Yamaha PSR-E423

As I wait three day for the parcel, it finally arrived at my hand around Friday evening. I am very happy to received it, and it's became my second instrument that I buy through online as the first one was my bass..

p/s in the future, I will have I set  of band instrument

day 28- a picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

Shalom, these was me from last year and now....

Last Year.

Now (Blue Shirt).

hmmm... seems there is no obvious changes from last years... only little changes... hihi

p/s I happy what I am now...