Showing posts with label desire. Show all posts
Showing posts with label desire. Show all posts

Thursday, 10 July 2014

Reviving

1 year and 1 month... hmm... this blog doesnt active for so long... well... it time for the revival of the blog... :) 

for the past year, I've been stop writing in this blog.. :) dont knw why I stop writing at that time..

this blog would undergoes some modification from time to time including:
1) colour of the blog
(include background and font)
2) the widget location
3) the font change
4) blog name??
(the blog name seems unrelevant)
5) the url
(to much arrogant for an url)

The blog might change the delivery of the message... maybe become a photo blog.?? Whos know....
I am a photographer after all and musician..

Well... out of blues maybe I share on experiences.. mostly greaat adventure...... :O

That all folks.. signing out for not.. :v

Wednesday, 25 July 2012

the future?

shalom, It's been long time since I post something in this blog.  Life is hard and challenging over here. full of busy on everything. When we grew up, the more things we need to do in this life.. well, It just brief intro... No hard feeling... just enjoy life... while you still alive... >.<


alright, should we get start?? :)  ===> Let's start then... ^^ hahaha....


Today, I wanna share about what my future of my life keep running in my mind... :3 haha... kind of embarrassing to tell them all... Chil everybody, I 'm not telling story to attract people attention... just wanna share some of reality of life... help other to reflect behalf on themselves. ^^

everybody would expecting a good life in the future like having a steady job, an harmony family, with some wealth and probably became famous... >.< well, I also human, no need to shy to admit we have the desire of having all those part of life...

well, right now still studying in University, another 2 and a half year I will graduated in Bachelor (hons) in Chemical Engineering and the new stage of life will began... In my mind, what would I do after this, should I (1) continue my study, (2)began works to the industry and (3)having some leisure time to find peace on mind. :)


we will not know  what future hold on us... right now, we just plan and not necessary it will be follow by us in the future... at least we have a guidelines for us to what we do in the worlds... and somehow, God already make a big surprises for us in the future... It's like an unsuspecting event or item you will get in the future... maybe achievement... Live almost came too end through day by day...

enough with some wise words... XP .. Let me show my to do list for the future.... :)

1) Finished my study. -.-
2) Having steady job with high salary... $o$
3) Getting married with love one.. :#
4) Travelling through many places... ^^
5) Having kids. ^^
6) Returning favor to parents.. :)
7) Live happy with family and friends.. ^^,

Well, enough with those list... My entry has came to the end.. :O


don't worry all... ^^ ... any interesting update will be post from time to time...

p/s appreciate ur life... u don't know what happen next.. :3

Wednesday, 7 March 2012

I got my first Keyboard.

Last week, I was google-ing to find an new acoustic for myself. Consider I don't have any since form 5 (some of irresponsible people broke my guitar and hide it from me). As I google-ing, I want to find the desire "Taylor" acoustic guitar. I very like those guitar because it was the finest acoustic guitar all time...

Taylor GS Mini (future acoustic guitar)

As the guitar quality became more excellent, the great consequences will came to you. The price also the finest price you get. Firstly, I can't believe that this guitar make such a big deal to the price. to confirm it, I check several website to survey the price, the price is almost the same with the price of electric guitar. Estimate the price is $600++ convert to Malaysia currency = RM 1800++. Lastly, I still don't believe the price and as I ask Dead Eye Guitars for the price. His response was the guitar is RM1820. Then, I gave up on buying an acoustic guitar for this time.

Then, suddenly, I survey to the net to find another instrument to buy. I not feel satisfied until I buy something at that time. Suddenly, I saw keyboard and automatically I want to buy the keyboard. Surveying through the net, I found Pusat Muzik Reco, which offer the best deal to buying keyboard. I found three keyboard are suitable for me (Yamajha PSR-E233, Yamaha PSR-E333 and Yamaha PSR-E423). Firstly, I want to buy Yamaha PSR-E333 is less than RM1000 and the offer are also better (Given free keyboard stand and Bag).

Yamaha PSR-E333

Then, I contact the  Pusat Muzik Reco to ask if PSR-E333 are available or not. They reply and giving bad news for me.. Those type of keyboard are finish and ask me if I into PSR-E233 or PSR-E423. I have to make a choice once again. After a few minute, I made decision that I want to buy PSR-E423 rather than PSR-E233 (because PSR-E423 has more function than PSR-E333 and of course PSR-E233. If I choose PSR-E233, it is a terrible decision which I spend less with less function and the offer not very good). As I choose the PSR-E423, I tell them, make a deal and buy. Till then, I wait for the postage to arrive in my university.


Yamaha PSR-E423

As I wait three day for the parcel, it finally arrived at my hand around Friday evening. I am very happy to received it, and it's became my second instrument that I buy through online as the first one was my bass..

p/s in the future, I will have I set  of band instrument

Sunday, 11 September 2011

day 25- what I would find in your bag

hi... let me get this straight... 
what would you find here 
is
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MYSELF REFLECTION
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STORY ABOUT LIFE
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SHARING
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PICTURES?
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MY THOUGHT
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MY ART
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EXPERIENCES
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THAT'S ALL
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MANY MORE COME
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p/s actually my blog is just mainly for sharing..

Wednesday, 7 September 2011

day 23- something you crave for a lot

Let the Picture tell what do I crave a lot...

Kolok Mee
Cha Sau Rice
Mee Tuaran
That's For Food... Next

Mark Hoppus Fender Jazz Bass Signature
Tom Delonge Gibson ES-333 Signature
Travis Barker Drum Set
That's for Music... Lastly

Canon EOS 550d/600d
But to get it, we need...

Infinite Cash

p/s I'm too greedy... hehe... just joking...

Tuesday, 6 September 2011

tumblr

hello everbody... just wanno mention that I've a new account for tumblr... feel free to visit it...

click to go my tumblr page

p/s i'm still noob in this....

Monday, 5 September 2011

day 22- what makes you different from everyone else

what makes me different from others? a very good question be answer and not to answer... haha... just kidding.. maybe this post will reveal some of my true identity and behavior... my also didn't really know me 100%... just be honest... I have many secret in this soul..


Here's the different I found in myself with others.

  1. Firstly, I didn't easily influence by other source... As example, many of my friends love K-Pop... but for me, they is no point for me to like K-pop... even they try to influence by letting the K-pop in the surrounding, I'm still be myself and I will like based on my desire... like punk songs... rather than punk song, I would not like it (except church's songs and dusun's songs)... another example is... the newest trend... I didn't actually aware to those things but in my mind, why do we need changes the trend as we can we ourselves.. I think that all for point number 1.
  2. Never forget practical job... this kind of boring... but I cannot forget practical thing and the technique will never faded away... and if I always do... I became pro... haha
  3. I'm too loyal... I'm referring to relationship... What I mean is.. I'm too loyal to what I interest and want it so badly... for example, I like photograph and music... then, they will be my interest for the rest of my live... and for relationship... I am very loyal... but they is no the one even though I'm too 'Ramah' with the girl.... haha
  4. My live mission and vision is different... most of people would like too live with a better jobs/permanent jobs, getting married with they want and get many money for they life... but for me, what I thinks of life is fill it with adventure... what I meant is, I had choose the road not taken by others.. like I now study in University to get know people and discover many more... I like too travel as fulfill my name as 'ventures' inside my name... maybe I be destined to learn the important of life...
  5. I can make people smile without making jokes...  I'm happy to know this... some people makes harsh and non-sense jokes to make people laugh and smile... but for me, just by my body movement.. I already makes them smile... but they will burst in laugh when I told a jokes.... just kidding... haha...
  6. My body... it's a secret...
ok... that's all I would share for you all... I hope you all are amuse... thanks..

p/s ok, gud night everybody...

Saturday, 3 September 2011

day 20- someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

oh no... this challenge quite tuft and difficult to responses... how to put this on.. I'm just cannot think of anyone who will be with me in the future... or maybe just accept the facts I'm 'forever alone'... haha... 

haha... I'm just kidding... so for today challenge... I just said about my ideal girl... because.. I haven't found the 'One'.. maybe no 'One'

Ok lets start... the woman who I would imagine is kind of pretty as usual, accept the way I am and younger than.. I don't have to tell long story for this topic... that's all... have a nice night...

p/s maybe I will be forever alone... hihi

Thursday, 1 September 2011

day 18- plans/dreams/goals you have

shalom... today challenge are too interesting and I like the topic... This post may be longer... don't be hesitate not too read... i will promise you a very interesting story for you...

Plans:
talking about plans, they are many things that I wanna do in my life... as the beginning, I have plan my future for my own satisfactory. it's start when, I'm in form 5... when I was sitting and staring at the corner... I tell myself "what would happened after high school?"... I spend my time seek what inside me... suddenly, I'm interesting to find many experience in this life as I remember my father's have many acquaintance wherever he go... I told myself that I became like them... actually, I didn't planned to continue my study after high school... my parents told me to became teacher... and I had to thinks about it as my parents encourage me to take jobs like teacher... but, I try to find another path because became teacher in early age doesn't for me... as the is armature for me... then, I suddenly interesting with SPC (Skim Pelajar Cermelang).. I don't why I take this opportunity and I choose Chemical Engineering as my target course of study... maybe just wanna be different or finding new experience... I talk to my parents about this matter and they supporting me... As my father's said "That's good... finding experience before became teacher is good things... experiences is good..." Then I continue my path and many things happened... I meet new friends, people, culture and different things... I happy to be right now... 


As to continue my plan.. in the future I would be traveler and photograph by joining PCC... I hope PCC would satisfied my desire for traveling... then I would like to open my open jamming studio in the future... and lastly works as engineering for 2 or 3 years then having my travel and finally became teacher or anything left...

Dreams:
to be honest... my dream is to having own band and perform around my hometown... I want all the world hear my music... other, I also would like having married with someone in my own states... but it still blur as I continue to explore the world myself....

Goals:
I also have simple goal in this life... capture the smile of the world... where I like to take picture randomly especially the smile of happiness... another goal is to graduate from my university with good result for finding jobs... 


so, that's all I want share for this time... I hope this would give a smile for a day...

p/s this life is beautiful... don't ruin it...

Wednesday, 31 August 2011

day 17- someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

shalom... today challenge are truly give me difficult time for me... actually I have the will be anybody and not specific and I will speak it generally... those are someone who 1 want switch of my life... based on desire.. be sporting... ok
  • Rich Man.
I think like this because I also have the desire on money... if I switch my life with rich.. I immediately transfer some of money from myself as Rich Man to my other self that was not me at that time.. that all I want... Then, tomorrow I wake up with plenty of money in Bank.
  • Girl
Because I want to learn how girl lives in a day... that's all... and also do something that guys can't do... Just testing...
  • Cat
Because Cat are adorable and cute... maybe be a Cat helps me understand more about as Human doesn't understand everything they want are always been force to sleep... :3

that's all I want to share for now.. anyway... thanks for reading...

p/s Happy Merdeka to Malaya.. 16 days more for Sabah to Merdeka...
Malaysia years = My father's age..

Tuesday, 23 August 2011

day 12- how you found out about Blogger and why you made one

shalom, just wanna share how did I found blogger and why I made one...

How I found out blogger?

I found out about blogger when I read some magazine in my high school about social networking... from that article, I accidentally found the word blog... and didn't understanding what meaning of the words.. from that article also mention that most blogger using "Blogger" to write anything they... that's how I found out about blogger ad begin to understand the meaning... after a year, I have my own laptop and begin read throughout the net... and finally understand they way of blogger.

Why I made One?

because I wanna share some story and experience everybody as the other blogger may also done the same things... to get more friends and connection... then, to gain more experience in writing... I think, that's all... I'm happy blogging right now... It became part of my life already...

Thanks
p/s I like the way I write... :)

Saturday, 20 August 2011

day 10- songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

shalom... firstly, I make some apologies as I unable to complete my challenge yesterday... as I had to extent the 10th challenge to this day....

let's begin...

If I Happy, I will listen to

  • Any songs. Became we I'm happy, I will try too hear any songs without knowing what kind of song was.


If I Sad, I will listen to

  • Mostly Angels and Airwaves and Box Car Racer songs. (All they Album). Because it very slow and make my heart calm.


If I Bored, I will listen to

  • Dusun's Songs. Because the songs will lead me remember the past and the boring will gone instantaneously.


If I Hyped, I will listen to

  • blink 182, plus 44 and Box Car Racer songs. (All they Album). Because punk music style give me confidence and make me more hyped.


If I Mad, I will listen o

  • Church Songs. Because it can cool down my temper and reduce the stress from me.


p/s I like blink 182 forever and after...

Wednesday, 17 August 2011

day 08- short term goals for this month and why

shalom,
this is just a simple goal for this month.

  1. watch "Kamen Rider Series.
  2. reduce weight
  3. improve studies
this is my aim and goal for this month because:
  1. I like Kamen Rider especially "Kamen Rider OOO" will end within 2 episode.
  2. To make sure my self healthy.
  3. Final Exam already near. Targeting for better result.

p/s I have little motivation on myself.

Monday, 15 August 2011

day 06- favorite super hero and why

hello... today i will reveal my favorite super heroes.... and they are....



"KAMEN RIDERS"

I like them because... the story line of those heroes are very interesting, make sense and interconnecting...

other interesting about this super heroes are this was never end story... if some story are finished, a new one will replaced...

As I mention in day 01 challenge, I state that I am true fan of Kamen Rider and it's will obviously Kamen Rider is my favorite super heroes...

p/s the newest "Kamen Rider Fourze" will came out this September..

Friday, 12 August 2011

experiences is the best teacher

shalom readers..


for this early in the morning (Malaysian Time), wake up too early and will get through test and presentation on this afternoon.. T_T .. sounds scary to me.. 


Ok, Let me get this straight, experiences is a best teacher because ... (not more than 1000 words).



haha.. just kidding.. anyway, based on my views and experiences myself. almost everything that I learned today for living and alive mostly about 80 % from real experiences. if you geek or nerd with thousand of knowledge doesn't make you in this world as surviving humans... haha... for example, you cannot cook by just watching television or reading books. It not let you automatically can cook within a second. you still need to turn on the gas, find the right temperature of you stove and cook.. honestly, I start cooking when my age 7 years old... it was 1999 at time. I learned how to cook by myself after observing mom was cooking.. my brother at that time was 8 and also learn by himself... he did very good job at that time.. Now he very excellent in cooking in many variety and style... I'm at that very envy with my brother and also want to cook by myself... but the problem at that time is... I'm afraid of turning on the gas. because in the past before 7, I been strike with hot oil while mom was cooking at the kitchen. hence, for about years I cooking with help of anybody to turn on the gas... after a years, I conquered my fear by trying to turn the gas by myself.. then, I started by push and turn anti-clockwise... whoah.. I did it and from that... I am very good in cook but still no match with my brother..


it's very long story for me to explain the experiences was the best in my life... while I'm learning cook... I never read any materials stuff to learn cooking... by only seeing and redone the work done... you have save some energy on reading... haha... 


well.. they many things I wanna share in this entries but nobody likes to reading a very long post.... hehe (trolling for a while).. ok guys... that all from me now... Hope the newer entries are more interesting for you all...


p/s almost 8 monthw I didn't cook because women doesn't trust myself and abilities.

Thursday, 28 July 2011

the most stupid decision

this is story of guys who ended up with regretful. sigh..

hmm... this guy already planned to pay his Hostel's fees from whole his money in the bank.. but He only have RM 300 but the fees is RM510.. Then, He ask his parent for RM300 so he can survive 2 weeks until the allowance came... so this guys already received the money and decided to pay the fees for the Friday... but, he doesn't have time to pay because need study for the coming test... study are more important... After the test, he goes to the payment place, but it close... so pity... He already withdraw RM600 from his account and afraid it will finished soon.. then, the afternoon... some friends bought him out for having lunch... he finished around RM5... RM595 left... then... I buy some food at his campus... RM591 left... that night... they go out to Mamak Coffee Shop and spend about RM... now RM580 left... later on Sunday.. He went to the church and having lunch and paid for RM15 (RM 5  is force to treat a friends) now.... RM565 left... later at the afternoon... he have a Moral Student Trip and after the trip he spend over RM24(RM0.50 treat friends)... the money left is RM541... end for the day... finally in the Monday, he manage to pay the fees, RM510... Money Left RM31... later he went for dinner... RM5 and money left RM26.. then he went to his friends and the friends ask for RM10 for the Moral Trip Gift... he pays and left with RM16.... he thinks he can survive with RM 16 until Friday... but, tomorrow, he he go and eat... with usual RM5 dish.... and said... he can stand 2 more days... suddenly, in the way for his next class... he saw KFC booth... he forget everything and bought the food after the class... then... all his money finished... Now he had to starving for the rest of the day until allowances came....

p/s do not spend through your desire...

Sunday, 26 June 2011

If I Had My Own World...

hmm... shalom...


cuma maw update sikit blog nie... takut pula tumbuh kulat di sini... hehehe... berbalik pada topik... hmm... topik pada hari ini... Drum roll please... bass in.... guitar enter..... then.... sing....???? eh? nyanyi?? kenapa maw nyanyi..? saya inda biasa bh kalo drum roll saya... gantung... ok, tgk gambar di sebelah nie....


cantik kan... punya best tu org... free2 dapat pegang bumi... kah illusion saja tu.. (photoshop tu)... hmmm... kamu maw try pegang bumi? saya trick macam mana boleh buat gitu.... malah nampak macam angkat bumi juga.... senang ja bh... ksh terbalik bdan... nah.. ko angkat bumi sdh... kekke... got it? lambat pick up betul.... teringat pula dalam scence "Ultraman 80".

ok.... mukadimah sdh habis.. kini masuk pula kandungan... tajuk pada hari ini "If I had my Own World"... sebenarnya, ini ialah cebisan dari lirik lagu "Secret Crowds" dari Band Angels And Airwaves ... saya x maw komen pasal band nie... just wanna share personal opinion sama orang ramai...


begini... manusia mempunyai kemahuan dan keinginan... macam cerita budak2... semua penjahat maw kuasai dunia... entah apa diorang maw buat kalo berjaya kuasa dunia... selalunya mesti ada superhero yang menghalang dari penjahat menguasai dunia.... hahaha... cuba bayangkan lah kalo penjahat berjaya kuasai dunia... apa yang terjadi? berbagai persoalan timbul seperti...
  1. penjahat jadi perdana menteri/presiden/raja? 
  2. buat negara baru? 
  3. jadi pemimpin sadis ataw baik?
hmm... x boleh fikir pula jadi lepas tu... kenapa juga diorng maw kuasai dunia...
Power? Honor? Pride?
ish3... memang lah manusia... x juga boleh kasih salah bh... we all make mistake... tapi dalam reality kehidupan juga wujud benda nie... sejak dulu2 lagi tu... sedang kan dinosaur pun maw conquer the world? berlaku lah peperangan untuk kuasa dan alasan untuk kedamaian... hmmm... cari kedamaian dengan dengan perang... no. no. no. semua nie salah


hmm... bagi personal view lah untuk nie entry... jikalau lah sy mepunyai dunia sy sendiri... sy mengharapkan dunia yang tanpa sengsara dan penderitaan... semua hidup dalam damai dan bebas daripada perkara yang menyakitkan kita... biar lah betapa kecil ataw besar dunia tu.... yg pntng semua memahami dan mengerti.... itu ja lah... x payah panjang2...


mcm preching pula sy nie... hehehe... itu ja lah untuk kali nie... bye

p/s best lagu Angels And Airwaves... dengar lah.. hehe

Saturday, 26 March 2011

New Aim.

hello everybody.. nothing to say much... only a few words... actually, I found the bass that could be my first time bass... even though it not fender, only squier (actually it is from fender but cheaper and low quality from the original fender) that I afford to bought.. first instrument mah... must cheaper, hehehe.. although I had already playing bass for 7 years but I don't have my own bass...

basiclly, the bass that I saw it like combination of two type of bass (Mark Hoppus bass + Matt Wachter Bass).. hehehe.. you will understand when see picture below...

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Mark Hoppus Bass
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Mix with
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Matt Wacther
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will Produce
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hehehe, make sense now.
but I'm only afford to have this
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it look the same but it different.. I prefer the original but for now, only need the cheaper one.. hopefully I got the Mark Hoppus Signature bass someday.. tq

Monday, 16 August 2010

ingin memiliki..

huhuhu.. sini sy bukan maw kasih taw cerita... tapi sedikit angan-angan untuk memiliki sesuatu yang x mustahil lh... memang boleh dapat punya bh nie... actually, I really want to have own electric after my clasical guitar were broken by some of irresponsible peoples... huhuhu... now, I don't have any guitar except my brother's guitar... but, he brings his guitar to his campus.. now, the things became worst.. sy sekrang dapat tawaaran pigi utp dan terima tawaran tersebut... masa untuk sy main gitar bila sy pigi etnoi untuk buat masa worship... huhuhu... tapi x menyesal lh sy... pendek kata... sy ingin kan gitar ja bh nie sekarang... yang saya punya sendiri... at least fender atau ibanez punya lah... kalo gibson atau epiphone pun boleh,.... sejak tu hari, sy mesti pinjam org punya gitar baru boleh mai... ataw pun time jamming... yangm penting puas lah...

Wednesday, 14 April 2010

f&n buah-buahan... Sedap dan ketagih



nie gambar f&n buah-buahan yg sy kumpul untuk 1 minggu ja...
punya lah sedap...
kamu try lah..
pasti kamu maw lagi...
kawan sy ada sdh yg sukka nie bh...
hehehe... any way... gud luck merasa..