day 17- someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

shalom... today challenge are truly give me difficult time for me... actually I have the will be anybody and not specific and I will speak it generally... those are someone who 1 want switch of my life... based on desire.. be sporting... ok

• Rich Man.

I think like this because I also have the desire on money... if I switch my life with rich.. I immediately transfer some of money from myself as Rich Man to my other self that was not me at that time.. that all I want... Then, tomorrow I wake up with plenty of money in Bank.

• Girl

Because I want to learn how girl lives in a day... that's all... and also do something that guys can't do... Just testing...

• Cat

Because Cat are adorable and cute... maybe be a Cat helps me understand more about as Human doesn't understand everything they want are always been force to sleep... :3

that's all I want to share for now.. anyway... thanks for reading...

p/s Happy Merdeka to Malaya.. 16 days more for Sabah to Merdeka...

Malaysia years = My father's age..

day 16- another picture of yourself (digging back old memory)

this is my picture in the past..

p/s everbody can changes..

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day 11- another picture of you and your friends ( a batch of fighting)

here came the another picture with friends:

I'm look fatter here... as this picture taken last year....

this theme shows that as an batch... we are fighting and sharing the moment for achieve our dream...

p/s those were sabahan friends...

changing back

as you see, I'm changing the blog to the original name of the blog... as the first time I blogging... the header also been remove... as I want a simple header without hyperbolic blog-style... maybe in future I would some future and make it more simple... but nice... that's all...

day 10- songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

shalom... firstly, I make some apologies as I unable to complete my challenge yesterday... as I had to extent the 10th challenge to this day....

let's begin...

If I Happy, I will listen to

• Any songs. Became we I'm happy, I will try too hear any songs without knowing what kind of song was.

If I Sad, I will listen to

• Mostly Angels and Airwaves and Box Car Racer songs. (All they Album). Because it very slow and make my heart calm.

If I Bored, I will listen to

• Dusun's Songs. Because the songs will lead me remember the past and the boring will gone instantaneously.

If I Hyped, I will listen to

• blink 182, plus 44 and Box Car Racer songs. (All they Album). Because punk music style give me confidence and make me more hyped.

If I Mad, I will listen o

• Church Songs. Because it can cool down my temper and reduce the stress from me.

p/s I like blink 182 forever and after...

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day 07- a picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

halo... Today i will show something that has biggest impact in my life...

obviously, only HE has give biggest impact for me... change me from blank and immature person to conscious and clear of mind and heart through his revelation in one of my dream.

p/s i'm proud to be I am.

a life as a drama

shalom readers..

on this beautiful day, I wanna share some of my thought to everybody. It almost 1 month I didn't update any post except for the Wednesday Without Words part. Kind of busy and procrastinate right now. I became lazier than before. Skip my dinner or lunch. Hmm, very unusual.. any back to the point...

I said that life is a drama because you life keep going on with different season and story. when end some of the story, a new story will eventually replaced the old story. As example, when you watch a drama in the TV, the story will end some days and new story will take over the story. Sorry for repeating the point. hehehe... Am I trolling with you all...? hahaha... Just kidding... About a month I entertain myself with internet Meme like "troll", "forever alone", "lol", "Challenge accepted" and many more...

back again to the topic... you as yourself in the main character of your story of you life... everybody around you only a supporting character and help you to make you story be success. her an example of story of guy that changing in a lifeline... 1st drama was the story of his childhood, next drama would be his teen period, after that, his adult life and finally his life as old man and the drama will end with a dead. Because of this matter, we will find that life is interesting as it many type of story and challenge that we will faces. Even though his a year, you will have different type of dilemma and feelings through the year. Even though I also feel the same ways.

some people commit suicide because they said life had no meaning. but for me, it a bullshit. who said life has no meaning. anybody had watched Stranger Than Fiction??? It is very good movie for me, personally.. because the movie tell that A man story is written by someone and his purposely to die. this movie tells also that story that we created maybe actually no coincidence with another people life and actually it's the people life..

hmmm... just to close my entire for the day.. as we realize that life is a drama that continue to play until the ended of time.. therefore, we must thank for God for giving us a wonderful pattern of life..

p/s finally I update my blog..

The Worst day Ever Had

shalom... this is the songs of the corrupted life...

Worst

going out for holiday,

far from the used to be.

spending all of the life.

making things happened

I wake up at almost 11,

and sleep accurately at 7,

around the town whole the days,

forget something needs to do.

bridge

But it always happened.

nothing here to compares it.

about feeling of lossing something

where do you right now.

Chorus

Oh. I see it, I feel it, I touch it.

For the first time and the last.

Cause I never have this feeling,

to have the worst day ever had.

coming back from the past.

everything destroyed in front of me.

counting all the broken pieces.

trying to let it became one.

as the light came over me.

I feel shadows of myself.

cursing me for another week.

hope i could survive it.

bridge

Chorus

interlude

this is the worst day i ever had

this is the shit day i ever had

this is the fuck day i ever had

and I...

final chorus

Oh. I see it, I feel it, I touch it.

For the first time and the last.

Cause I never have this feeling,

to have the worst day ever had.

Oh. cause it always silence.

waiting for the next victim

Let I never know this feeling

to have the worst day ever had.

p/s those are the life

This is the End.

At last, my life as a foundation student is over... after 1 year studying in foundation, now it is the where I finally take a step to became an Engineering.., hehehe... actually, i still have one more exam left to go... It is Chemistry II.. I'd admit that this course is not so difficult but the things is, when you lazy to study, nothing will changes.. if you stupid, then you will be stupid again if you don't change your attitude.. almost 11 hours left for the real examination start.. I hope this semester will not let me down because I afraid that I will not able to continue my scholarship... hehehe... the target for this semester GPA is 3.40... I not aiming on high hope on getting 3.70 and above because I knew what my level and what can I achieved... that all from me... my simple update... after the exam, I will have to move from my initial room to another room in another village as the village we stay now is only available for freshman foundation and freshman undergraduate.. consider us no longer freshman because we already finished the foundation.... anyway... I will go back to hometown in Sabah... really miss them so much... so sad that I had miss the Kaamatan and Christmas last year.. that all from me... last words from me is... good luck for all Foundation Engineering JAN 2010 student UTP on last exam... and have a nice day..