Sunday, 20 January 2013

Entering Jan 13

while entering this new year.. the lots of challenge face to face new chapter of life... every person on the earth  had on story of the own... different path, different family, and different belief... Enter the new year left all the chapter before behind and make a new chapter of life... 

LETS THE JOURNEY START:

To understand the entering of 2013.. lets hear story the from the previous month (December 2012) as important as the continuation the legacy of 2013... My December just an ordinary December as usual year before... nothing special.. spending time alone at home while the other younger siblings and mother went back to my mother's hometown (Kg. Tinompok, Tambunan), my father went to KL for his thyroid therapy at KL hospital and my big bro still in Cheras for his study... left me alone with the cats and dogs... but I'm not afraid at all... because my cats were my best friends at home... after i gone from home... they will search for my presence as they also a creature create by God.. my cats were missing me and solemnly without my presence... even they came back home after I calling they're name... well... i being alone with cat but luckily I've been invited by my high school friends to celebrate Christmas with them... i with open heart accepted they invitation and its was 18/12/12 i  guess at located at One Borneo Hyper mall ball room.. even though no enough food over they... but the Christmas spirit can be feel that time... and later on, I became my friend's driver because they want to back to their hostel earlier (UMS).. first time entering UMS was enough to describe a "SAKAI" guy like my.... and after that I being alone again until I fetch my cousin from KKIA and directly went to Tambunan for 4 day (20-24) because needs to fetch up again my big bro and dad from KKIA also.. they funny things is my cousin should fetch them but at the end I fetch them and made it on time and still have time to eat McDonald... arrived at home... I thought we will be back to Tambunan at that night I fetch them and I left all my belongings for Christmas at they... having some argument with dad and finally me and my cousin back to Tambunan the Christmas Morning... No wonderful Christmas for me.. being alone for almost 20 years at Christmas Eve but only a flying message throughout the world be my friends... later on Tambunan, I've managed to arrived at my mom's hometown and get ready for the Christmas's Mass (Holy Cross Toboh)... luckily me and my cousin bring back my bro car to Tambunan and I use that car get to they church earlier and park beside my other cousin car... what a coincidence... hmm... nothing special happened.. just having Christmas Mass and then back to rest and have to deal with every years "merajuk" birthday girl... to be honest I hate this my youngest sister for always being like that for almost every year in 12 years.. well.. having party and visit the late grand-father and cousin grave... being the tradition for the family to pay visit for them so they will happy in heaven because being remember... the Christmas season is end with the coming of my aunt wedding and it was my last aunt from my mother's siblings getting married... we having preparation for her wedding at "balai raya" and decorate everything that necessary... reach the wedding day.. shit happened... on the way me and cousin going to bought the wine for toast.. the car starting to shows the impact of "shocked" means the car never go far from KK and use to go Tambunan and the car unable to start... its kill some times and causing me not attending the wedding ceremony at Church... but happened another things which helping my uncle to bought many bundle of ices for "beer" only... the wedding  not quiet "meriah" because mostly people came and go home... at least they were food being prepare and eating mostly my job over they but should be the people were distribute the beer to the people coming... end of story... now is the waiting to back to KK but instead directly back to Papar and shit happened again when we already at Putatan and turning on the air-cond causing the car to stop its engine with any warning.... but safely arrived at Papar... (30/12/1).. approach new year.. we having some barbeque out-side the house and in the ending of the years... and thats how its entering the jan 2013...

p/s its just story of lonely guy.

Tuesday, 18 December 2012

The World Ench(end)

well... approaching to the end of this end year..  people talking of the world end.. so it real or just a false alarm?? well... in the past.. I have posted two entries about the possible for the ending of the worlds... I'm might wrong and don't believe 100% my post...

Well those link below shows the my past entries about the end... 


A Warning Sign

Reminder From God: Apocalypse Dream

if you haven't read both entries, here I help a little bit by summarize whatever inside that post..

in the first post is about a warning sign... well, its obviously tell about that the ending would come... but when it is actually? it is 21 December 2012? well, the Mayan Tribes already giving the warning sign for the human race... it just a warning sign, and causing the fear for the humanity... many question arise like.. What would happen to earth? Do zombie came out? Where to live? Hmm... none of the question i can't answer... I'm not expert... well... that from the first post... remember, only God knows when is the end, but that no the reason we are not prepare, many the end prediction have been made and that the warning sign... God sent them to give a warning sign to repent and back to the Way... 

in the second post is tells about my dream about the day end came... the situation and what happened that time... this dream is full of fear and madness... the riot happened... well, even though its just a dream.. it gives the blur picture of the end... the might be a not stop meteor shower but actually a tiny pieces of asteroids keep hitting the earth, the earth of the rotation and many more... they nothing more to say.. but just remember that to prepare ourselves in spirituality and mentally strong... because what happened next is unknown...

hmm... they nothing left to say... and the end is remained mystery..

p/s pray a lot my friends

Friday, 14 December 2012

Blink 182 - Boxing Day

New song from blink 182..


Let's get started, the faint and broken-hearted,
Hold it up, I've got something I cannot hide.
Worst painkiller, that all-in filler,
The apart and departed look in my eyes.

Sad, how far you ran, I'll search this land,
Up through the clouds then back here.
We could reignite like fireflies, like an atom bomb,
At all hours.

I'm empty like the day after christmas,
Swept beneath the wave of your goodbye.
You left me on the day after christmas,
There's nothing left to say, and so goodnight.

I will follow the trail to tomorrow,
With my loneliness with sorrow all through the night.
Sons and daughters, mothers and their fathers.
Just the bridges and the waters their clues left behind.

Sad, how far you ran, I'll search this land,
Up through the clouds then back here.
We could reignite like fireflies, like an atom bomb,
At all hours.

I'm empty like the day after christmas,
Swept beneath the wave of your goodbye.
You left me on the day after christmas,
There's nothing left to say, and so goodnight.

I'm empty like the day after christmas,
Swept beneath the wave of your goodbye.
You left me on the day after christmas,
There's nothing left to say, and so goodnight.


There's nothing left to say, and so goodnight.
Goodnight.

p/s Happy Advent and Merry Christmas


Tuesday, 27 November 2012

I do this from time to time

Greetings... :) have a smile... the November is end.. hmm... well, no need to mention at all.... its been a while i post any entry on this blog.. I'm fine.. :) still on holiday... and Christmas is around the corner and another few day "Advent" is here... :) to be precise this Sunday... well.... :)its the preparations for celebrate the great day... 

to continue.. just wanna update a little bit about previous month and this month...

OCT

hello October, u seems be nice for... nothing great event happening through out this months... just the time for me to finish my driving practice and then take the test to have my driving license... well, i'm pretty sure that I've post something about having my 'L' license 3 years ago... seems... nothing going right...  I'm bit of lost fro what I'm doing... even my studies... I've lost my purpose that time.... as have idea with I doing.... so i do whatever I like but is the same things from time to time... just having small aim... just wanna live in this world as simple man... well.. now I telling stories like "Ted Mosby" in "How I met your mother" well... this month also I starting to watch this series and like the moral of the story.. well.. no lessons was learn though.... hmm... back on track.. I've just share about I've accomplished that things I've should done it 3 years ago.... typical me.. wanna start over anything that doesn't seems right to me....  well that only Mr October can tell u about my day... :)

NOV

meet November... it the month that I've being born to this world.. around 20 years ago, 13rd November 1992... Its friday... well, I'm not giving bad luck to everyone.. but trying to give hope for people fro despair... no celebrating for this years... I've secretly celebrate it with 2 candle on a pieces of paper with my writen "Happy 20th birthday" I've light light up the candle on it... had s my time alone with God.. praying for what His done on me... well, I'm actually run back at home after the ordination of deacon at church.... Well... with teary eyes... I'm prying for everything... and not forget to pray for myself.. well... this month show me to try something new... the license is out... and I freely to go anywhere.... hmm....  ths kind of stupid.. for the first time I drive after get the license... I get into 2 accident... First, I hit a old lady car from behind because I didnt know the brake its not too strong...and the second one is I reverse the car and it hit a stall and sandwich a man between... well... this cause me to be more careful and now I've bit braver and more competent that before... well... Mr November teach me what the hardship of anyone and that to God I'm still alive....


well nothing actually came up into my mind when write this entry... well... more like spontaneously typing... hahaha... before that I've would that to God, beloved, family and friends... I'm pray for them as they always living by the grace of God. I've pray this through Christ, Our Lord. Amen.

GOD BLESS YOUR ALL ETERNALLY...

p/s sirens - angels and airwaves give me inspirations to write and also God Him-self..


Wednesday, 26 September 2012

Have a new holiday

Well.. It's been 2 month I didn't post anything on this blog... :3 :3 ... wow such a long time for this blog to came up with new update...

A very2 apology to all reader outside they who wish to wait for the new entry... For the past 2 months... I been busy with the examination fever and assignment sickness... Very rough day for that time... Hahaha... Until almost forgot the desire of blogging... Hihi... Forgive me...

Since i've been posting about holidqy... And here comes that i am on holiday right now.. Actually been holiday since 9/9/12 ... back from utp... And here they way back to utp to sabah... The procedure... (refer below entry)

Need 3 ticket to get back to hometown... Yeah... And have enjoy the first phase of the holiday at labuan...

Well... Maybe the update will not smoothly update because only using phone for publishing.. Believe me this is way harder that using a computer... And probably less update...

Alrighty then... That all from me... :) that for all the support and don't forget to follow my blog and don't shy2 to leave a comment... Thanks... :)

p/s holiday is 4 months...