Gullible and Naive

Shalom and Have a Good Day.

Source: https://www.difference.wiki/naive-vs-gullible/

On today world, people need to survive on the harsh reality of the world. The good things are not always came in front of us, and we cannot trust anybody on this modern Era.

People in past often being in the shoes of naivety and gullibility for so long. Being close with devotions and what do they believe. The world has evolve to a point where these traits can destroy ourselves from the inside.

Naivety with positive aura cannot save us from the people try to manipulate us. Its sometimes related with the experience gain with us and what type of people we have met. After the naivety broke like a shatter glass, the news person would come out from the shell and live as negatively pessimist person.

Different with gullibility, it always can be seen for the people who have natural traits that cannot be changes or modified. Even though the person who learn from lesson from past lie. There always think things can change with the time and fall for it over and over again.

In this harsh time for people, the circle of deceiving would continue and continue to the future. Life goes on but live with less naivety and gullibility.

p/s Take care readers.

A New Tomorrow

"33. Set your hearts on his kingdom first, and on God's saving justice, and all these other things will be given you as well. 34. So do not worry about tomorrow: tomorrow will take care of itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
Matthew, 6:33-34 - Bíblia Católica Online

Enough say, after 4 years not into blogging, this is sharing for anyone who love to read (Obviously). But before that, Shalom and Greetings to the viewers (readers).

What happened in past stay in the past, but that doesn't tell us to forget who we used be. Maybe in the past, we done a big mistake, but that doesn't tell us that we are forever lost and kind of bummer. In life, the will be many or plenty of turning point that would decide our fate and future. Like a butterflies effect, every tiny things can cause a drastic changes in our life for the longest run.

 

"So life doesn't hurt, doesn't hurt so badly
So life doesn't hurt, doesn't hurt so badly
Please don't look at life, look at me so sadly
Life shouldn't hurt, doesn't hurt so badly"

Angels And Airwaves-The Flight Of Apollo

Life move on. What Happened today, stay today. We living in the present and some kind of paradox for living for tomorrow. JK.

Well, Life does change for 4 years since I was an University Student to a Working Adult. Things changes but we still the same. I goes that all came by. Becoming a boring man for a past few years.

And for all of that, bubye from me and........ maybe will be another years or so on for mumbling over here.

p/s those photo and picture aren't mine. I just use it for decorations purpose. adieu~.

p/s p/s new type of blog are coming. JK

Reviving

1 year and 1 month... hmm... this blog doesnt active for so long... well... it time for the revival of the blog... :) 

for the past year, I've been stop writing in this blog.. :) dont knw why I stop writing at that time..

this blog would undergoes some modification from time to time including:
1) colour of the blog
(include background and font)
2) the widget location
3) the font change
4) blog name??
(the blog name seems unrelevant)
5) the url
(to much arrogant for an url)

The blog might change the delivery of the message... maybe become a photo blog.?? Whos know....

I am a photographer after all and musician..

Well... out of blues maybe I share on experiences.. mostly greaat adventure...... :O

That all folks.. signing out for not.. :v

Then and Now..

Shalom and greetings to all reader... :) just a simple update being thought for years passed... maybe... :) well... this is just some photo that I used to be and the present... :)

2007 - After PMR programs (MIGTY)

2008 - Minggu Aktiviti (Dewan Mengaris)

2009 - Before Formal Dinner

2010 - Having fun at Pangkor

2011 - CSS trip to Malacca

2012 - Choir Trip at Penang

2013 - Eating Oreo at Futsal court

So that was changes of physical look for over 6 years until now... :) well... I'm getting fatter.. and thats true... :)

Thats all from me... enjoy your Sunday..

p/s Happy father's day to all fathers and also who will became father... :)

Why I don't do sharing anymore?

shalom everybody. it's been long time I haven't post any entries.. well, busy schedule and have several mental  depression. well, that okay.. :) I'm fine and better. Well its about 5 years I've been not giving any sharing for another brother and sister in Christ. When I was in the high school, I starting to give sharing to another people after my turning point dream. Form 2 which the phase of changing point of my faith.. day after day, i began to realize that God always by my side and True!! Well, continue to opened my eyes, I've began to develop my mature side and cover by my immature side through my behavior, a very childish and cannot be trust from outside while inside screaming for attention and trust. At that time, senior still conducted the gathering or fellowship for the all the Christian's friends. Well, they used to be combine fellowship for all domination of Christian but then its only last for 2 or 3 weeks when the fellowship were banned by the school authority and that don't stop the gathering at all. Well, gathering continue as time passed by. Entering form 3, our batch were taking control over the gathering when someone suddenly because too Holy by human eyes. But it don't last as he choose another path which to cover his guiltiness over the other believer for make an extreme changes on gathering. Later than in the reformation of the gathering, I join with several girl friends to make the things alive. Being part of them, I began to give sharing frequently and by the way I've been giving sharing also in form 2. Enjoy to give sharing, the things I've afraid is mislead them and make the stray from they faith. I been giving sharing from form 3 until my end of life in the high school. I getting to know many people from giving sharing and that what fill over my life in high school. Although, I might be controlled by pride and jealousy at that time. This was my life as Christian in MRSM KK.

after end my high school life, I've enter university, UTP. we been approach by the CSS at the end of the orientation. enter uni make my life fall down to the lowest people which, I've became just ordinary man with no pride and full of humbleness. I've been sacrificing many things to other people. I'm not longer give sharing but still giving my all time sharing about my dream. I'd remember about the lent when I'm sharing about  glass of coffee. I've been lower myself and let everybody wins on any argument. People don't respect me, don't trust and that make me more lower myself. I can no longer trust myself either. I'm alone and lack of attention. Just the time I'd tried to make myself confident by travelling to another campus for PCC but then being back stabbing by own CSS's President at that time. 2012 its was the most suffer years of all time. previous years, I'm happy being elected as PCC representative from UTP from previous excos and president. After the President re-announce the board, I've feel like a light saber strikes from behind. He even does tell me that I'm not longer a PCC representative and act me just I can accept that kind of shock. The previous PCC very shock with that decision. I began to ignore my presence from them. I've being depressed, sad and angry. Well, no one trust me at that time. I've been out of mind, cannot express out my feeling. And God's will, He sent someone who keep me sane till this time. And right now, I can finally walk on my path straight. And still, I'm stop sharing to take care of all people hearts. They are brother and sister in Christ.

I guess this just a surface about what i'm saying.. By the way, thanks for read. :)

p/s God bless you all!!!

Entering Jan 13

while entering this new year.. the lots of challenge face to face new chapter of life... every person on the earth  had on story of the own... different path, different family, and different belief... Enter the new year left all the chapter before behind and make a new chapter of life... 

LETS THE JOURNEY START:

To understand the entering of 2013.. lets hear story the from the previous month (December 2012) as important as the continuation the legacy of 2013... My December just an ordinary December as usual year before... nothing special.. spending time alone at home while the other younger siblings and mother went back to my mother's hometown (Kg. Tinompok, Tambunan), my father went to KL for his thyroid therapy at KL hospital and my big bro still in Cheras for his study... left me alone with the cats and dogs... but I'm not afraid at all... because my cats were my best friends at home... after i gone from home... they will search for my presence as they also a creature create by God.. my cats were missing me and solemnly without my presence... even they came back home after I calling they're name... well... i being alone with cat but luckily I've been invited by my high school friends to celebrate Christmas with them... i with open heart accepted they invitation and its was 18/12/12 i  guess at located at One Borneo Hyper mall ball room.. even though no enough food over they... but the Christmas spirit can be feel that time... and later on, I became my friend's driver because they want to back to their hostel earlier (UMS).. first time entering UMS was enough to describe a "SAKAI" guy like my.... and after that I being alone again until I fetch my cousin from KKIA and directly went to Tambunan for 4 day (20-24) because needs to fetch up again my big bro and dad from KKIA also.. they funny things is my cousin should fetch them but at the end I fetch them and made it on time and still have time to eat McDonald... arrived at home... I thought we will be back to Tambunan at that night I fetch them and I left all my belongings for Christmas at they... having some argument with dad and finally me and my cousin back to Tambunan the Christmas Morning... No wonderful Christmas for me.. being alone for almost 20 years at Christmas Eve but only a flying message throughout the world be my friends... later on Tambunan, I've managed to arrived at my mom's hometown and get ready for the Christmas's Mass (Holy Cross Toboh)... luckily me and my cousin bring back my bro car to Tambunan and I use that car get to they church earlier and park beside my other cousin car... what a coincidence... hmm... nothing special happened.. just having Christmas Mass and then back to rest and have to deal with every years "merajuk" birthday girl... to be honest I hate this my youngest sister for always being like that for almost every year in 12 years.. well.. having party and visit the late grand-father and cousin grave... being the tradition for the family to pay visit for them so they will happy in heaven because being remember... the Christmas season is end with the coming of my aunt wedding and it was my last aunt from my mother's siblings getting married... we having preparation for her wedding at "balai raya" and decorate everything that necessary... reach the wedding day.. shit happened... on the way me and cousin going to bought the wine for toast.. the car starting to shows the impact of "shocked" means the car never go far from KK and use to go Tambunan and the car unable to start... its kill some times and causing me not attending the wedding ceremony at Church... but happened another things which helping my uncle to bought many bundle of ices for "beer" only... the wedding  not quiet "meriah" because mostly people came and go home... at least they were food being prepare and eating mostly my job over they but should be the people were distribute the beer to the people coming... end of story... now is the waiting to back to KK but instead directly back to Papar and shit happened again when we already at Putatan and turning on the air-cond causing the car to stop its engine with any warning.... but safely arrived at Papar... (30/12/1).. approach new year.. we having some barbeque out-side the house and in the ending of the years... and thats how its entering the jan 2013...

p/s its just story of lonely guy.

Have a new holiday

Well.. It's been 2 month I didn't post anything on this blog... :3 :3 ... wow such a long time for this blog to came up with new update...

A very2 apology to all reader outside they who wish to wait for the new entry... For the past 2 months... I been busy with the examination fever and assignment sickness... Very rough day for that time... Hahaha... Until almost forgot the desire of blogging... Hihi... Forgive me...

Since i've been posting about holidqy... And here comes that i am on holiday right now.. Actually been holiday since 9/9/12 ... back from utp... And here they way back to utp to sabah... The procedure... (refer below entry)

Need 3 ticket to get back to hometown... Yeah... And have enjoy the first phase of the holiday at labuan...

Well... Maybe the update will not smoothly update because only using phone for publishing.. Believe me this is way harder that using a computer... And probably less update...

Alrighty then... That all from me... :) that for all the support and don't forget to follow my blog and don't shy2 to leave a comment... Thanks... :)

p/s holiday is 4 months...

the future?

shalom, It's been long time since I post something in this blog.  Life is hard and challenging over here. full of busy on everything. When we grew up, the more things we need to do in this life.. well, It just brief intro... No hard feeling... just enjoy life... while you still alive... >.<

alright, should we get start?? :)  ===> Let's start then... ^^ hahaha....


Today, I wanna share about what my future of my life keep running in my mind... :3 haha... kind of embarrassing to tell them all... Chil everybody, I 'm not telling story to attract people attention... just wanna share some of reality of life... help other to reflect behalf on themselves. ^^

everybody would expecting a good life in the future like having a steady job, an harmony family, with some wealth and probably became famous... >.< well, I also human, no need to shy to admit we have the desire of having all those part of life...

well, right now still studying in University, another 2 and a half year I will graduated in Bachelor (hons) in Chemical Engineering and the new stage of life will began... In my mind, what would I do after this, should I (1) continue my study, (2)began works to the industry and (3)having some leisure time to find peace on mind. :)

we will not know  what future hold on us... right now, we just plan and not necessary it will be follow by us in the future... at least we have a guidelines for us to what we do in the worlds... and somehow, God already make a big surprises for us in the future... It's like an unsuspecting event or item you will get in the future... maybe achievement... Live almost came too end through day by day...

enough with some wise words... XP .. Let me show my to do list for the future.... :)

1) Finished my study. -.-
2) Having steady job with high salary... $o$
3) Getting married with love one.. :#
4) Travelling through many places... ^^
5) Having kids. ^^
6) Returning favor to parents.. :)
7) Live happy with family and friends.. ^^,

Well, enough with those list... My entry has came to the end.. :O


don't worry all... ^^ ... any interesting update will be post from time to time...

p/s appreciate ur life... u don't know what happen next.. :3

here comes the middle year...

Shalom!!!
well, time moving so fast and it's June already... wow, seriously it's June and right now entering the hard time for the year... hmm.... right now entering the second semester of the year.... still studying in UTP.. nothing new over here... just struggling to survive the rest of the year.... >.< 

well, entering this June it's time to reflect ourselves as what we already accomplished through this period of time... well maybe some of it lah... haha... this something I've done through those time..





1. Eat
2. Drink
3. Sleep
4. Wake Up
5. Going for lecture
6. Taking exam -pass satisfied
7. Jalan-jalan
8. Nothing






well, nothing actually special throughout this year... just realize each passing day became bored as you want to end your studies ASAP... screw student life... hmm... right now, try to focus on the present... live in the present to make the better future... haha


talking about life right now... no words can't describe it right now... to be honest, It's hard to move on your life if your life purpose is "blury" ... haha.. at least I'm easily give up on anything in this life... but just a little Procrastinate  along my may... =.= ...never mind about it... right now just need a person that constantly remind me to do what is important... :3 hihi...


another stories, just a simple reflection for everybody...

"Nobody's perfect"

well, just suddenly remind the scene of Kamen Rider Double episode 32 - where Philip accepted his partner, Hidari Shotaro even his cannot match with his new power well they actually needed each other.. 


same goes through this life... they are no perfection among us.. only God is perfect and no other being can beat His perfection... continue to the topic... as example, you will say.. "oh, I've already found the perfect one for me"... well, behind those perfect word will always have some imperfection... well, nobody is perfect... even I not a perfect person.... let hear Pieces from Sum 41.. :3
 

well, that's all I wanna share for today... :3 okay everybody... enjoy my blog... have fun reading

p/s hihihi... :3 just a bunch simple update..

Mother's Day 2012 and End of 2/1

shalom!!!
well, obviously this entry tells about mother's day... nothing much about to say... just a simple reflection for all of us and the meaning of celebrate this day... Let's begin..


"a mother, is a woman that give birth us to this world.. without mother, we will not exist as well the help the father to really keep you exist.. haha... well, about 9 months that mother carry us in her womb... imagine the 9 months of suffer until the day the we born to this world... and the last day of the 9 months was the most painful + happy moment for the mother... well, it's between life and death fighting to make sure us born safely to this world with all her strength. So remember my brother and sister, think about what have you done to your mother after all these years.. even the pain that you gave them today cannot be compare with the  9 months of hard time..."


that all for a very simple reflection i would share for everybody read this entry.. Well, lastly I wish "Happy Mother's Day to all Mother in the world especially my mother" :') God Bless Her Eternally..

coming to the second part of this entry... just wanna Thanks to God as I'm still alive and finally finished my 2nd year, 1st semester in Chemical Engineering (UTP)... another 5 semester left... hopefully survive for the semester...

since today is the final paper for the final exam.. I feel all the 1 semester burden are wipe out as given support by family, especially my mom as she given the spirit before the exam start and also get fully support from her... :) ... well, even far away from here, she still give me the spirit to face the exam.. really thanks to her...


even though I didn't ace this exam... well at least I still got the scholarship from my sponsor to continue my study....

well that's all folks... will post any interesting from time to time...

p/s going back to Sabah tommorow... :D

May is here!!!

Shalom!!!

Time moving so fast which without realizing it almost entering the middle of the year. Entering this month a quite tufter than usually months as the final exam only around the corner and will came back to my hometown in the middle of the month. Maybe some of the day in this month will be wasted  just like that cause you will not having all day on studying but doing nothing and laying on the bed for the whole day..Well, it's impossible for me to make my day as studying day. That's bullshit. haha... just kidding... it's just an exam fever... =.=

talking about May, Kaamatan is here!!! so excited about it yet unable to celebrate throughout the whole months lah... Maybe will have some mini celebration between friends or family. :) well, that's so special about months of May... 

well, hope this months just going to be better months than expected.. and that's only things I want say for now... see you all next time...

Lastly, I wish "Kotobian Tadau Tagazo do Kaamatan kumaa tompinai om tambalut ku ngavi"

p/s relax or stress??

April Lesson

Shalom!!

 

Well, It's been long time since I have update my blog with a proper way... >.< means with some sharing and thoughts from me.. It's about the end of the April and seems this April have taught me somethings through out this month... And.. here come what did I gain from this month..

Life with clear aim and purpose.

To tell the truth, my life before this seems like a person who live in this world without any dream and desire to live. I didn't care about myself and anybody cause the loneliness inside here limiting me from done anything. Which causing me to procrastinate and left my any dream and hope just stop in the middle of the road. And now, I've realize that life just once and irreplaceable. Well, at least right now I having my own clear aim for the future.

Friendship is important.

To be honest, this month really taught me the importance of friendship. And I have tell myself that friendship will help you in this live. When you in trouble, that's when you realize that who is the real and fake.

Love

Hmm... doesn't want to talk to much of this things because I know they were people who more expert on this matter. Or I too naive in this matter. Well, nothing is perfect and mean to be perfect. As for me, love is important to everybody such family, partner, friends and everybody. Well, It's been long time I felt this kind of feeling and it keep you up all the time.

Well, that's all I would share for today. Still have lot things to be learn in this world. And let's us keep praying to God to guide us through our daily live with His Blessings. 

And thanks for everybody who visiting my blog. Feel free to visit again.

p/s life is wonderful

Letters To God, Part II

All the phones have rung and rung
They are off the hook, all but one
And all the mail stacked up inside
Up from the floor, a mile high

And like one would, like a child
I'm asking..
Like I could knock on your door
Will you let me in?

And dear God, I found out the same things we learn when we die
I found out the truth is it's all a big lie
I find that the words are hard to describe
I tell you I'm lost here, awaiting reply

Climbing trees and paper planes
Life as a kid, we're all the same
Tears of joy, and sullen hearts
Sticks and stones and broken arms

And like one would, like a child
I'm asking..
Like I could knock on your door
Will you let me in?

And dear God, I found out the same things we learn when we die
I found out the truth is it's all a big lie
I find that the words are hard to describe
I tell you I'm lost here, awaiting reply
I found out what's wrong, and it's not you or I
Or anyone else that you chose tonight
It seems like the madness of choice in the life
Has made it all clear if we run or we hide

And dear God, I found out the same things we learn when we die
I found out the truth is it's all a big lie
I find that the words are hard to describe
I tell you I'm lost here, awaiting reply
I found out what's wrong, and it's not you or I
Or anyone else that you chose tonight
It seems like the madness of choice in the life
Has made it all clear if we run or we hide

Wednesday Without Words 14

Angels And Airwaves - Shove (Lyrics)

Forget the things that you own

And travel almost anywhere you can go

Dance across the tree tips, set them ablaze

Soaking in their pleasant warm summer haze

And weeping on her streets and school city blocks

And finding streams on her while you're skipping rocks

And feeding on her touch as it will barely keep you alive

She said show me the world that's inside your head,

Show me the world that you see yourself, you could use some help

Cause sometimes it comes with a shove, when you fall in love

It can be so bold and so cavalier

To reach out to the fire her souls sending here

It can be like death that blows like a breeze

Making all ones strength go weak at the knees

I hate to feel the shallow ground giving way

I've never let myself fall this much astray

And feeding on her touch is all one does to survive

She said show me the world that's inside your head,

Show me the world that you see yourself, you could use some help

Cause sometimes it comes with a shove, when you fall in love

She said show me the world that's inside your head,

Tell me your secrets of life and death, and your one regret

Cause sometimes it comes with a shove, when you fall in love

She said show me the world that's inside your head,

Show me the world that you see yourself, you could use some help

Cause sometimes it comes with a shove, when you fall in love

She said show me the world that's inside your head,

Tell me your secrets of life and death, and your one regret

Cause sometimes it comes with a shove, when you fall in love

If you're ever alone, then your heart will know

It can call to mine, and I'll be at your side

If you're ever alone, then your heart will know

It can reach to mine, I'll be at your side

My Chord Meaning.

Music is a wonderful thing in this worlds (for me) ... after many years befriends with music... I gain some meaning from each songs from they initial chord. Don't be confused, this is just a fun sharing from me... Don't take to the heart... Shall I began... Okay.

C - Common - Mean those song a very simple and easy going beat. 

D - Darker - The song kind sad one, but still make those song great.

E - Emotional - For me this song suitable for jiwang2.

F - Fail - For me, F chord will give the happy atmosphere and sometime interrupt the mood.

G - Glory - Feel to sing to the Lord when G is playing. 

A - Awesome - The Chord I like the most, any song that from A give a great impact to me.

B - Beat this if you can - This chord is okay, almost okay as A but the problem is, this chord scale only consist 2 basic chord B and E. 

well, that just my opinion, not to argue with other people.. maybe other people view are better than me.. 

p/s music will always be part of my life

Wednesday Without Words 13

Just Another Ordinary Wednesday.

well, nothing much to say... today was meant to be a free day... but starting today... they will no be free anymore... screw lecture replacement... well it's became just another ordinary Wednesday... nothing difference..

p/s at least i still can sleep this until 12 noon.. haha

Wednesday Without Words 11

2012 Start here...

seriously.... about 4 month I didn't take care of my blog... and I realize some was change.. well it four months... and I having very long breaks after finishing my 1st Year, 2nd Sem in UTp... hope to very active in the remaining 4 month... but fail... as I would have my own broadband at Christmas Day.... not to talk to much many did happen through the 4 month.... but that not the point for today... maybe will talk about it later....

TO BEGIN....

in this year 2012.... I hope all of you have already set new resolution for this new year.... perhaps... renew last year resolution... I understand some of people had difficulty to fulfill they aim for the... to be honest... I also haven't achieve my goal of the year... yeah.... people make mistake... no need to judge them... as for me... I have no new resolution for this year, but renewing and upgrading the past resolution... hehehe.... sound more like it... well, what it the used of all the resolution if you cannot manage it... it only waste of time.... I hope everybody would survive this new year.... well, wish me survive also.... (pending)....

PLAN???

Well, I didn't have any plan for now... but in my mind.... I want to bought the things I want the most... a DSLR camera (Canon EOS 550D++)... depending on the budget.... A semi hollow guitar (Epiphone).... well, until now, I'm only afford for epiphone products as to get the Gibson version is impossible for this year... Then, I would save my allowance over RM 100-RM 200 per months... at least, I have a saving to ensure my own future financial... hmm, that all I care for now... maybe the will came a plan in the move...


and finally, I hope this 2012 will be nice for me.... helping me from misery and bad news... nothing to share again... Let's hope this year end with regretful...

p/s It would be nice to blogging again...