Saturday, 20 February 2021

Bite the Feeding Hand

 

In the dark of the night, Nathan stare out the windows through the pouring rain. He starts wondering how he could chance everything after all have done. Back in the days, Nathan was just an unemployed from any type jobs. Living with his family and seven siblings. Each day, Nathan would always be fighting his family. He is the person who believe he was never in fault for any reason. Kind of narcissist person who he was.


            On the fateful day, he was looking for job and he manage to secured a job as a botanist. Nathan couldn’t careless for his job. He works just for the sake proving his families that he was right. On the other side, Nathan still fighting with his relative for he reluctant to admit he was in fault. The fighting was intense, with broken glass and bruises head and body. Couple years past, the Headquarters of his Company hold a recruitment on several posting as Security Guard. Since the posting was placed different area from where he lives, He try to apply the position and secure his position. Although, it would take several months to verify his posting at the new place. Three months later, he finally transfers to new posting location. The news gave big smile on his face which he does not need to deal with his family again.


            On the headquarters, Nathan was happy with his but he could find place to stay. He meets the top official of his company to pledge for place to crash. The Director, Mr. John arranged he to meet the head of maintenance for such inquiry. He then met Felix as arrange by the Director and came up with plan with building additional hut around the worker premise for Nathan place to stay for a time being. Nathan thanks to Felix for helping him. Several weeks later, the hut was finished and Nathan now has place to stay.

It was July when he meets his future wife, a widow, Janet who recently divorced with her former husband. Janet was very manipulated women and she tries to convince her former husband to do what she said. But that love just don’t work out. It ends with bitter divorced. Nathan instantaneously fall in love with her. Nathan and Janet getting married after 6 months of dating. Janet then live together with Nathan in his place. With Nathan job as security guard, Janet feel at ease with nobody would harm them.




Day by day, Nathan grew more furious and ranting unnecessary to his company. He became more aggressive and love to spread hearsay. Felix live across the bigger house at the worker premise. It was a time for him retire and his son Vincent would work with same company and continue to live in the house. Nathan became envy and came out with a plan to evicted Felix’s son from that house. At the same time, the head of security Jack always jealous with Felix achievement and prosperity. Jack had very high tempered and even try to persuade the director to Evicted Felix after He retire. However, the director ignores that nonsense and focused more on the worker welfare.

 It was a dark day; the director has passed away from sudden heart attack. The company was force to appoint new Director, Fred who was friends of Jack. Jack was enlightened and start his secret plan silently. It almost two left for Felix to retire and he take his last vacations before retire. In silent, Jack remove Felix parking spot name and replaced it with him and deliberately tell the top official to evict Felix family from his house but halt by the top official which Felix’s son also working in the company and there is no necessary action to evicted exist worker from the house. Jack angered and frustrated, Nathan overhear the conversation and fill with thought of snatching the house and live in prosperity. Nathan came to Janet and she was excited and plan a great plan on their palm.



Months later, Nathan meet Jack to construct plan that would works. They complaint to the new official that the hut Nathan live in ruin and need further reconstruction and convinced that only security guard have privilege of living in the workers premise. The new naïve Administration Officer compelled by them and draft memo for immediate evicted at Felix house where Vincent live now. Vincent was forced to leave the house and Nathan and Janet spread hearsay about Vincent does not want to leave the house. Vincent frustrated and left the house forever and start to find another home. God speed Vincent. Jack and Nathan did it. They celebrated like a feast and plan to evicted another non-security tenant from worker premise. One by one, the chase out all the other tenant and completely turn the place into security guard premise.

Nathan live in comfort but is came to the end when suddenly Vincent was appointed as the new Vice Director of the company. Nathan couldn’t show his face to his company. He has no authority against Vincent. In other side, since Vincent been chased out, he finds abundant of help from the other worker from the company. They help him finding new home and he thanks them gratefully. He doesn’t strike back to those who was frame and persecuted him. Although, Vincent never treat the worker unfairly and win the heart of people.



On the cool night, Nathan suddenly fell down on the stair and his head hit the grounds. Janet find his husband laying and rush to the hospital. The doctor came out from the result and tell him that he couldn’t walk normal as some of his nerve had been damage through the fall. To make things worse, the doctor discover that he was diagnosed cancer. The doctor told him he can no longer work with heavy task type of work. To Nathan, that would make he would soon would be evicted from the house. Due to their action in the past, non-security personnel are not to live in the worker premise and since Vincent was the Vice Director, Nathan thought Vincent will use this chance to get revenged on him.

After a long stay at the hospital, he and family packed up things and back to the house. The next days, Nathan meets with Vincent and as expected Nathan was evicted from the premise not because of Vincent, but their doing in the past. Vincent was trying to convinced the top official board but they ignore Vincent pledge for Nathan's stay and doesn’t even bother to hear. The aftermath, Vincent find rent house for Nathan and families. Nathan doesn’t hear since from them because he was no longer work at his company.


Nathan sit at the side of the windows in the dark night, cool and rainy. Reminiscing the old day and grow older alone. He lost his job, family and even freedom. Little did he knows, he now old sitting on the old folk home left alone and waiting to died.

 

The End

Friday, 28 September 2018

Gullible and Naive

Shalom and Have a Good Day.

Source: https://www.difference.wiki/naive-vs-gullible/
On today world, people need to survive on the harsh reality of the world. The good things are not always came in front of us, and we cannot trust anybody on this modern Era.

People in past often being in the shoes of naivety and gullibility for so long. Being close with devotions and what do they believe. The world has evolve to a point where these traits can destroy ourselves from the inside.

Naivety with positive aura cannot save us from the people try to manipulate us. Its sometimes related with the experience gain with us and what type of people we have met. After the naivety broke like a shatter glass, the news person would come out from the shell and live as negatively pessimist person.

Different with gullibility, it always can be seen for the people who have natural traits that cannot be changes or modified. Even though the person who learn from lesson from past lie. There always think things can change with the time and fall for it over and over again.

In this harsh time for people, the circle of deceiving would continue and continue to the future. Life goes on but live with less naivety and gullibility.

p/s Take care readers.

Tuesday, 25 September 2018

A New Tomorrow

"33. Set your hearts on his kingdom first, and on God's saving justice, and all these other things will be given you as well. 34. So do not worry about tomorrow: tomorrow will take care of itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
Matthew, 6:33-34 - Bíblia Católica Online

Enough say, after 4 years not into blogging, this is sharing for anyone who love to read (Obviously). But before that, Shalom and Greetings to the viewers (readers).

What happened in past stay in the past, but that doesn't tell us to forget who we used be. Maybe in the past, we done a big mistake, but that doesn't tell us that we are forever lost and kind of bummer. In life, the will be many or plenty of turning point that would decide our fate and future. Like a butterflies effect, every tiny things can cause a drastic changes in our life for the longest run.



"So life doesn't hurt, doesn't hurt so badly
So life doesn't hurt, doesn't hurt so badly
Please don't look at life, look at me so sadly
Life shouldn't hurt, doesn't hurt so badly"
Angels And Airwaves-The Flight Of Apollo
Life move on. What Happened today, stay today. We living in the present and some kind of paradox for living for tomorrow. JK.

Well, Life does change for 4 years since I was an University Student to a Working Adult. Things changes but we still the same. I goes that all came by. Becoming a boring man for a past few years.

And for all of that, bubye from me and........ maybe will be another years or so on for mumbling over here.

p/s those photo and picture aren't mine. I just use it for decorations purpose. adieu~.

p/s p/s new type of blog are coming. JK

Saturday, 30 August 2014

How Time Changes Everything

Basically this was a facebook share game around 2010-2011... some much cahnges over the times... This just an updated version... not for challenge anyone or what.. just given the comparison what was happened in those timeline. :) As the bold words refer as the present.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = char siew pau (coincdence in this morning,  bought sasau pau after MS exam while in UTP i'd bought Nasi goreng aym kunyit and mineral water)
2. last phone call = Ruth (Bridget)
3. last text message = Nevall (also Bridget, btw nowadays people prefer whatsapps)
4. last song you listened to = Open the eyes of my hearts  (before fall asleep) (When I'm with you - Simple Plan)
5. last time you cried = hmm... 10 years ago? (earlier this months?)

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = never (hmm... just once)
7. been cheated on = always (Probably)
8. kissed someone & regretted it = never (actually not i kissed someone, it just someone who just a friends suddenly kissed me.. I'm not Gay)
9. lost someone special = yes, cousin die from cancer (Grandpa passed away 2 years ago)
10. been depressed = only if failed on sometihng. (as final year student... Most of the time)
11. been drunk and threw up = drunk, not always... hehehe... threw up... hmmm.. like never (normal to be drunk and threw up... just threw up at toilet.. also a hangover after drink too much)

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Hot Pink - yeah!!! Mark Hoppus Bass colour. (Yeah, blue seems nice)
13. White (Still black and white still on the list)
14. Black (How about purple and orange? Because of Miaw2)

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU: (refer to the year 2013)

15. Made a new friend = hmmm... yes... beacuse entering uni.. (Big time... meet new junior... new people at internship)
16. Fallen out of love = just little crush and after few while just did like never happan... (Big time.. maybe I'd settle down already)
17. Laughed until you cried = last year... no... (When I was driving with gf)
18. Met someone who changed you = no.. i'm stll myself (Literally not changing much, just less naive and matured)
19. Found out who your true friends were = no.. they all the same (Yes, they only fews of them)
20. Found out someone was talking about you = maybe, just ignore them (Yes, but I dont hear from them what they talking about)
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = no.. this is nuisance... (To be honest.. Yes)

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = maybe 90% of them... hehe (About 91%.. yeah.. I only accepted friends request from somebody I know)
24. Do you have any pets = of course... especially miaw.. they cute and adorable (Yes, It was Jibonish, the most smatest Orange White Cat)
25. Do you want to change your name = to "Micheal".... haha (Nah, not a important things just might changes to Mark Advent)
26. What did you do for your last birthday = went to score 'A' programme? what actually I do they? (Repair my computer - skipping work)
27. What time did you wake up today = 1.03 p.m (actualy was 6.30 am but continue to sleep until 7.40 am)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = on my laptop... as usual (Studying Malaysian Studies - Exam!!!)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Jesus.. or my other side.. (Still the same)
30. Last time you saw your Mother = 19th May at Negeri Sembilan... for Muzium Day... (When sent them to the airport (KKIA))
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life =  Only one day... 26 Feb 2003... change the day... (Maybe earlier 2010 which I can still go out from UTP and find another better career but with present memories)
32. What are you listening to right now = Blink 182 forever... (The sound of the wind)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = if you mention Tom Delonge.... I fan of him... hehehe... in real life... never talk to person name Tom (Tom... hmm... uptill now, I'd just meet one person name Tom but not close and also not a friend)
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = nothing.. (finishing God damn UTP life)
35. Most visited webpage = blogger? facebook? google? youtube? (New trends: Fb, twitter, google, sps, youtube and anything pop out from google)
37. Nickname = Mark/Venture (still the same)
38. Relationship Status = single since 2007 (Oh God, been relationship since 2012... Damn so long the single life)
39. Zodiac sign = Scorpio.... yeah... Kamen Rider Sasword... (Fun fact: Of course this would not change)
40. Male or Female = Of course Male.. (Kidding me for a transexual... lol... of course still a male)
41. Elementary = Shan Tao/Sacred Heart (Same)
42. High School = La Salle/MRSM (Same also)
43. College = UTP? (yeah.. its UTP with the irony of lack of technology)
44. Hair color = natural black... i'm a good boy.. (Black.. but wanna dye it.. hahaha)
45. Long or short = for men views... it's long.. (Oh God, it this sign of getting older.. I just maintain my hair-cut short)
 46. Height = 164 (It was 161... typo)
47. Do you have a crush on someone = maybe... and it's secret (yeah... Big time)
48. What do you like about yourself? = I am great musician? (I'm awesome... a multi talented musician and photography)
50. Tattoos = hmm, no... (Maybe.. but my cousin say dont)
51. Righty or lefty = Right.. (Right and always right but damn my hand easily tired writing)

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = three days after 26 Feb 2003... (No further surgery)
53. First piercing = never... (Maybe not also in the future)
54. First best friend = it's secret... (Oh.. come on... its was Weltson)
55. First sport you joined = badminton (yup... that it is)
56. First vacation = hmm... Labuan... when I was a kid... (yup.. no change)
 57. First pair of trainers = never... (actually, i dont understand what they means by trainers)

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = air (None...)
60. Drinking/Swallowing = air also (Water)
61. I'm about to = close this tab (Post to blogger)
62. Listening to = family outing background sound.. (The sound of the fan)
63. Waiting to = 17 September... (finished exam and final moment as student)

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = maybe... around 10... (to be realistist, should be 5-7 kids... because money)
65. Get Married? = if someone it suitable suddebly fall from heaven... hehe (sure... why not.. that the point of living)
66. Career? = Studio Manager... (Maybe as Environmental Officer or Engineer or maybe freelancer photographer)

WHICH IS BETTER(FUTURE PARTNER) :

67. Lips or eyes = Lips.. (Mulut 3... hahaha...)
68. Hugs or kisses= Kisses... hehe (Both are okay... the problem is the future partner like to hug and kiss)
69. Shorter or taller = shorter (of course shorter... It the man pride to be taller)
70. Older or Younger = younger (not neccesarry)
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous (Still Spontaneous)
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = don'y know... this is ridicilous (hmm... doesnt matter)
73. Sensitive or loud = woman both sensitive and loud... why must choose...? they 2 in 1... (Yup... they are)
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship.... (Settle down relationship)
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = hmm... both not my choice... or silence.. (Well... it was trouble maker)

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = No. if t'kiss... it's a rezeki... hehe (Oh yeah... free kisses.. expecting much... but never if stranger)
77. Drank hard liquor = yes... it's good for your health... (Well... I am Kadazan-Dusun.. that my culture)
78. Lost glasses/contacts = once... they lense are suddenly fell.. hehe (yup.. once)
79. Sex on first date = hmm... no... that's not good... wait until marry... hehe (what happened on first date, stay in the first date)
80. Broke someone's heart = hmm... never... I take care people heart... (No... people broke my heart)
81. Had your own heart broken = that's natural.... no need to ask... (Yup.. but what to do lah..)
82. Been arrested = for break in the computer lab when I was Form 2... hehe (Yeah... only that time)
83. Turned someone down = maybe no... don't know they down of up... haha (To be honest... yes... but I dont realise it until people tell me)
84. Cried when someone died = no... just feel somethings lost from my part... (Yes.. for the Love of God... I was crying when taking photo in my gradpa funeral)
85. Fallen for a friend = friends? never... (Yeah... its not never...)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = yes... only 99.99% (50% 50% due to the lack of confdence in Final year)
87. Miracles = yes... it always occur... (Thanks God for Miracles)
88. Love at first sight = need 10 times sight or more... hehe (Actually yes... but God had different plan)
89. Heaven = yes... already been they... (Truly believe it.. now and forever)
90. Santa Claus = he is a saint... then I believe him... (He was one of the Saint)
91. Kiss on the first date = Never had first date... (what happened on first date, stay in the first date)
92. Angels = yes... (Yes... I do)

P/S As we can see that people can changes from time to time...